Winters Blood

  
Stillness in the end

A sweep of golden pink flows

From bleeding stone hearts

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Stone Circles: Calanais

  
Scotland, and in fact the whole of the British Isles, is liberally scattered with ancient stone monuments. These take on many different shapes and alignments, but one of the most common is the circle. The circle is a universal symbol with many meanings including wholeness, totality, the Self, eternity and the cycle of time and seasons.  Often seen as protective symbols and containing symbols, they have no begining or end, and have frequently been used to symbolise the sun. Dating back 5,000 years, these old stone circles whisper to us of long forgotten ancestors, who lived and laughed on this same small patch of the earth as we now find ourselves. They were in no way any less intelligent than us, and they were certainly just as adaptable and creative. We can never fully know the way in which they viewed this world of ours, but we do know that they revered the natural world of which they were part. Living closer to the elements than most of us now, and being fully dependant on the bounty of the world around them for survival, I imagine that they were far less disconnected from their animal nature. They knew the frailties and vulnerability of life and survival, and yet chose to spend valuable energy and resources constructing these vast stone circles.  

 This particular stone circle is called Calanais, or Callanish, and sits on the North West wing of the Isle of Lewis, which itself sits as far North and West as you can go in the British Isles. Part of a string of islands now called the Outer Hebrides, its shores are washed by wild Atlantic waves which have travelled here from warm sun drenched Carribbean shores. Now wild and remote, this Isle was once at the heart of a great sea kingdom, and before Vikings and Gaels ever walked it’s paths it was famous as far south and east as modern day Syria. The Phonecians, the ancient Greeks and the Cartheginians all told tales of the land beyond the north wind, were the gods were born. They said that among round stone temples the gods still walked the earth when the moon and stars aligned. Perhaps these tales give us some clues about what our ancient ancestors were thinking as they built these monuments. This one on a seemingly remote Scottish Island is thought to predate Stonehenge by atleast 500 years, and it’s setting and atmosphere is far more impressive. 

 The Calanais stone circle is built from Lewisian Gneisses, which at 3 billion years old is the oldest rock in the British Isles, and one of the oldest found anywhere on earth today. Two thirds of the age of the earth itself, and glittering prettily with Quartz and Feldspar in bands of pink, white and grey, it seems like the perfect choice for a sacred circle.  How could they have known?  On the day I took these images the sun glinted and glittered off the stones, casting strange and dramatic lights and shadows, while it peeped in and out between the windswept clouds. In among the circle of stones the air was still and the wind among the outer stones threw strange whispers inwards to the centre. The sense was of stepping into another space beyond the hills and heather clad moors, and the sea lochs and sand of Lewis, and of tumbling inwards towards myself.

 The modern Gaelic name of Calanais was originally Callernish and even earlier Classerniss, and it stands as one of the most complete stone circles in Europe. The tales and myths which swirl around the circle take on many shapes, and in the 17th century local islanders knew the stones as fir bhreige, or false men, and it is said that the stones were men enchanted by a sorcerer. They do indeed seem to cluster together as though they were people sharing secrets, and each one has its own face and character. Other tales from around the Isles speak of standing stones as pot stands for the cauldrons of the mountain Giants, the Feinian, who ruled here before men, while others say the stones themselves are petrified giants who refused conversion to Christianity. The ancient Greeks called the isle Hyperborea,  and claimed that it was the birthplace of Apollos mother Leto. The more local Celtic deity Mac nOg, (an Apollo of the north), was the son of Bu-vinda the White Cow, and a local tale speaks of a Gaelic speaking white cow emerging from the sea during a time of famine. She gave a bucket of milk to anyone who visited her at the stone circle. Local legend states that at the summer solstice The Shining One still descends and walks along the stone avenue at dawn to the song of a cuckoo, blessing all who witness this.

 The circle itself is made from 13 stones, clustered around one central pillar which stands nearly 5 meters high. Radiating out from the circle are the four arms of a cross, with the northern arm consisting of a double row or avenue of stones about 80 meters long. The southern line of stones have the bearing of true north, pointing to the northern area of the night sky around which all the stars revolve, and to the area of the southern sky where the sun and moon reach their highest point each day. One of just over 20 megalithic sites on Lewis, this circle seems to be intimately connected with the ancient earth goddess locally called The Sleeping Beauty, or the Cailleach of the Moors. From the circle every 18.6 years the moon can be seen to roll closely along the contours of the hills of Sleeping Beauty. So much mystery and so much beauty all gathered into one stone circle by our ancestors 5,000 years ago, it would be a shame not to visit if you get the chance. Rest if you can in the very centre of the circle and find your own still and central space, from which to go forth outwards into the world once more.

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New Year New You

  
Find who you’ve become

In the space between the years

Don’t mourn the outworn 

  
Notice with fondness

All that passed out of your life

Embrace the space left

Wishing all of my wonderful readers and everyone who comments and shares a very spacious and joyful 2016, filled with life’s magic. It’s time for me to get cleaning, sweeping all of last years dust out of the corners and making space in crowded drawers and cupboards for something new✨💕✨Enjoy each moment now, as it flows through your breath and body.

See more now at the WP photo challenge.

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A Ravens Tale

  
Yesterday I wandered without a plan, deeper and deeper into the tangled woods. The path twisted and turned through unfamiliar corners, while I was lost in the distraction of my thoughts. As the weak winter light began to fade, the dogs tugged urgently at my boots and coat and I awoke, as though from a dream, into a cloud of Raven calls. Above me the trees were closing in over my head, woven with hundreds of nests, and filled with a fearful number of black cloaked birds who all wanted their say.

  
The mix of harsh and melodic caws, swirled and tumbled like rushing water all around my head. Rising in ferver and pitch, and beating the air into wild currents, the wall of bird calls stopped me in my tracks as I was swept upwards in confusion towards their world.  As I focused, one voice began to sound clearly among the many, and I followed its wise croak to the beak of origin. There watching and waiting was the Raven who guarded this tale. Black gloss and sharp eyed wisdom rolled into a Ravens form he caught my eye and my attention, until the only sound I could hear was his, and this is what he said… 

 Deep within the tangled woods lies a secret so bright that it’s kept wrapped in soft darkness. It rests safe from prying eyes and covetous greedy hands, within the very heart of this land. The only way in is through the tangled fingers of the trees, along an unwalked path which vanishes behind you even as your foot lifts from the earth with each step. There are no clues or markers along the way, for no one has walked your path before, and make no mistake, the trees and their dry boneless fingers will be your undoing. They will reach deep into your soul and unweave you, all the way back to the begining. And trust me I have seen it all, the begining and the end, as I sweep out across the earth each and every day. So go on, follow your heart if you dare, deep into this tangled mess you call life. Follow those last glimmers of fading daylight into the forests heart.. 

 Well I had no choice really, as there was no path to be found in any direction, only a wild tangle of branches and a few dry leaves. The light of the day was dying, and the shadows were growing longer and deeper with each passing moment, and ahead of me, fading into the distance, was the voice of my Raven. So I stepped forwards, towards the light and the black glossy bird.  My progress was slow, and quite uncomfortable, as sharp branches scraped and clawed through my hair and over my face. My feet stumbled and tripped on roots and tumbled limbs, sending me in wild uncontrolled staggers across the leaf strewn forest floor. I had to stoop lower and lower beneath the arms of the trees, and even the dogs were struggling to move forwards. 

 Finally out of breath, scratched and bleeding, I fell defeated to the ground. My hair so tangled in branches and twigs that I was now woven into the trees themselves and my coats tattered shredded cloth trailed like clootie offerings to the old gods. Covered in mud and leaves I surrendered to the tangled trees, with the dogs at my feet. The Ravens voice had died away to nothing, and the cooling dark air was now filled with the sound of wolves, sharing tales of the hunt and warm meals. Dispair and doubt gripped my heart, filling me with fear and hesitation.  Why had I come here to this place of loss and darkness.Why had I not kept to the well trodden path where others could offer their guidance. Looking up I realised I was beneath a holly tree, it’s sharp spiked leaves clearly silhouetted in the bleeding light of the dying sun. Leaning back I felt the cold hard trunk at my back, and the glossy Ravens voice whispered the tales of the Holly into my ear, and I let him. Strength, persistence, and hard won wisdom, this is the tree of the Winter Cailleach who carries the earth and her bones through the heart of winter and into the rebirth of spring. The guardian of the powers of regeneration….and you lie at her doorstep. 

 Just when I felt most lost, and surely far from warmth and shelter, there ahead through the dark tangled branches was a beautiful castle. The light from a single window caught my eye and pulled me up from the earth, filled once more with hope and wonder. What adventures lay ahead within the old stone walls of the castle, but you will need to wait for another day to hear of them.  For now walk beside me, renewed, if a little tattered by the year just passed, by the life just lived, and look forwards into the next tale of our wild and glorious life,  which waits to be discovered if you dare….. 

 

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Light in the Darkness: Solstice

  
The year has slipped through the solstice in a flurry of darkness and wild winds here in Scotland. Last night the wind tugged and pulled at the corners and edges of the house, squeezing through gaps in windows and singing forelorn songs down the chimneys. This morning there is silence and stillness, time to catch my breath, and perfect timing to bring some peace and focus to what has been a very busy and unsettled time. Sitting sipping warm tea, watching the darness of the long night melt softly into the pale blue of a winter dawn, with the soft notes of the dawn chorus singing in my ears feels just perfect.

It has been unseasonably warm, with no sign of snow down here in the lowlands, although the mountains have atleast seen a sprinkle of the white stuff. Despite all the decorations, traditions and busy cheerfulness of the season, it’s only this morning, sitting in the stillness and the darkness that I feel connected again to the year, the seasons and the turning earth. I have finally landed in midwinter, very slightly late, but finally contemplating the passage of the year. To find that tiny point of light and stillness, to find my centre, this is the best gift for me in the dark time of the year. 

  
Wishing you all a wonderful winter holiday, however you chose to celebrate.

  (The first images was taken last year, when there was a more seasonal swirl of snow and ice in the air!)

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It’s beginning to feel a bit like Christmas

  
A Christmas fairy has landed on my windowsill, surrounded by sparkling twinkly lights, and in the far flung corners of the house all things Christmassy are beginning to emerge from their year long slumber. Old long loved decorations and traditions are jostling for space and attention, but tucked in amongst them something new is appearing.

 
Strings of lights and lanterns make a beautiful backdrop to an emerging gin bar, right in the middle of our home. A never before seen Christmas event which might just have to become a tradition, depending on how well the event goes! It’s such fun planning a party, but all that forward thinking requires the balance of some calm contemplation every so often. I don’t often meditate with alcohol, but sitting down and sampling the cocktail recipes is a wonderful grounding after all the busy rushing around and gathering up of things. Some moments it seems are quite easy to enjoy! 

 Dont forget to pause yourself and have some fun, and some quiet moments, in amongst all the holiday rushing and doing! After all it is supposed to be the season of joy for all. 

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Weakening Winter Sun

  
Everyday he glows a little softer, his light dimming as the year dips towards its nadir. All the strength and warmth of him is lost in the long deep shadows which skim across the earths skin. The air becomes quiet and still in these last few weeks of the year, as though we all hold our breath wondering what will come now?

The perfect time for inner reflection…..

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Happy Soul

  
On days when I’m happy all the way down into my boots, I find smiling faces all around me wherever I look. Even on the floor of the woods as I’m walking the dogs, looking down, a little cheery golden face was smiling back at me. 

  
And then on other days, when the mist drops and I feel alone, the world mirrors my feelings, shrouding everything in hazy silence. It’s worth knowing, and remembering that we will tend to find what we expect in the world, and that it will often be a good reflection of our inner state of mind. It’s worth being mindful of the way your feeling, so that you can understand better your experience of each day. 

Let’s hope we’re all having a happy day tomorrow after this wild storm blows through tonight. 

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Wave running

  
Running free, with the wind in their fur, and salty waves between their paws. The race is on….

  
Stretching deep into every muscle from nose to tail, each trying to run faster than the other. Splashing and pounding the sand, breathing deeply, these two are fully present in their bodies and in the elements around them. No thoughts distracting their focus, they are the embodiment of mindful motion.

  
Powering forwards Molly pulls even with her mum, the joy of wave running clearly written on her face.

  
The winner is clear!

Mindfulness needn’t be all stillness and silence, and just like the dogs we can run free and wild with the wind in our hair, mindfully inhabiting our bodies. Any movement can be practiced with attention, and a focus on the senses, and this is the heart of mindful living. Moving and breathing with awareness and passion, instead of sleep walking through our lives on autopilot. Walking, swimming, yoga, singing, surfing, cooking, painting and gardening are all perfect examples of active, movement based mindfulness, which can help to pull us out of our  thinking minds and back into our bodies and the sensory world around us.  And that sensory world is the gateway to less stressful living. Living from the heart and the body, instead of the worry filled mind.

See if you can find your version of wave running this week!

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Slipping into Shade

  
Among golden leaves

Puddles of late autumn light

Slip into cold shade

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