Autumn Bouquet

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Autumn light glitters
A new day fresh from rose folds
Gathered by shadows.

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The stillness of the morning caught my breath, and had me dashing back inside for my camera. These were taken last week in the garden, where the roses continue to bloom with summers abandon, despite the fading light of autumn. I’m writing this from the comfort of a deep sofa, somewhere in a lounge in the depths of Gatwick airport, trying to summon the tranquility of early morning sun in the garden.
We’re headed off for a couple of weeks, and so I won’t be commenting as often as usual on everyone’s blogs, but promise to catch up as soon as I can.

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Oaks and Pig Tales

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Down in the woods, autumn is breathing her frosts and mists across the leaves and grass. Bracken is turning orange, the beech trees are golden and copper leaves and nuts lie strewn across the forrest floor. But among the oaks, you would hardly notice her presence. Their leaves still flutter green in the light, and the grass around their roots is lush and soft.
We wandered in the warm whispering breeze among the pools of shadows, becoming vaguely aware of a presence. A growing feeling of being watched was creeping up my back, and looking to either side of the path, hoping to see some glorious mushrooms, I began to notice dark scars in the grass. A growing sense of unease had my nerves tingling, as the earth looked more and more uprooted. Then a dark shape shot out from the bracken crossing the path behind me, trailing snorts in the breeze.

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The dogs suddenly glued themselves to my calves, and as we turned the corner slowly, we saw the scattered herd of wild hairy pigs, bathed in late sunlight. They were happily truffling and snouting the earth, oblivious of our presence, and I sneaked closer under the cover of the oaks and the bracken, but the dogs were jumpy. They were restless and uneasy, and then from behind another group led by a huge black sow, came swaying down the path. I retreated slowly at first, but with a gathering pace, as I was escorted back out of the ancient oak woods, by this mama and her piglets.
The size of the pigs was what really surprised me, even the babies were bigger than the dogs, and they certainly used their presence to state clearly that this was their spot.

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I had last seen these pigs, enclosed at the other side of the woods in late spring, and they were tiny and cute and full of wild squeals. Now their brooding presence was filled with strength, and the dogs were very nervous. It was lovely to stumble upon creatures who had been at home beneath the oaks far back into the shadows of history, but I was left with a sense of awe and respect. Hearing them snuffle and snort among the whispering oak leaves felt right, like a sound I had heard a million times before, and yet it was new for me.It was as though nature had reclaimed some space, pushing back the civilised edges a little, leaving the woods feeling less predictable and a little dangerous. I probably won’t be sitting dreaming away hours in the shade of these old oaks again, at least for a while, as long as the pigs are calling it home, but they add something glorious and wild which makes my heart beat a little faster.

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Ancient guardians of the woods, linked with immortality, death and the dark earth mother herself. Held sacred by Druids, hunted by kings and feasted on from giant cauldrons, pigs and boars have myths and symbols reaching far back into our past. From the shadows of night the moon and her boars have long guarded the earth.

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Running Salmon

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I walked down to the river
In the glinting low light
And it shimmered and slipped
Silk like over its bed of rocks.
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The sunlight spun into threads
By the long wet fingers of the river
Woven into loose lace nets
And spread across the stones

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Right there in the tumbling foam
Salmon fresh from salty waves
Scattering silver scales
Running homewards against the flow.

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Invisible clues tug at the memory
Scent guiding movement
Along ripple runs and rapids
Generation after generation

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It’s been so dry in this part of Scotland over the spring and summer that the rivers have all been running very low. Reduced to silvery trickles over the smooth stones of the river beds. The salmon and trout returning to run up river to the spawning pools have been stuck in the estuaries, biding their time. Now that the rain has come, the rivers have swollen, and the fish are running in waves up the waterfalls and weirs. We watched as fish after fish threw themselves up out of the water, leaping again and again, falling back onto the rocks exhausted. Herons had gathered like vultures looking for an easy meal. It’s an amazing spectacle, and of course I didn’t catch a shot of my best sighting. A huge pink and copper male leaped right out of the river, standing on his own tail, nose skywards a few yards from the bank. He seemed to stand still, his black eye full of tales of the deep ocean, he looked right through me before falling back with a dramatic silver splash. To keep trying seems to be the lesson of the salmon. To persevere despite the highest obstacles.

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Refracted Venice Love

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Venice bounces light and love into beautiful soft distortions, from it’s crumbling creamy plaster to its curvy colourful glass. Nothing looks quite the same in Venetian light, and reality and dreams merge into surreal and beautiful forms. These moments are fleeting, drifting into reality for mere moments, to take our breath away, before floating away like balloons on a summer breeze.

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It’s so easy to miss these beautiful moments, distracted by our busy minds planning the perfect future. Yet if we pause, holding ourselves still for just a fraction of time, we might catch the beauty hovering at the edges of our awareness. The refracted light, the drifting shadows, never again to be repeated in just that form. The gifts of the present, held on slender threads, in celebration of this beautiful light filled world we live in.

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I love the trick of these Venetian glass balloons, drifting skywards past the creamy crumbling plaster and half open shutters, carrying a dreamy pattern of love and reflections, refracted into something unique. So many stories could tumble from these glass hearts, and I almost missed them……

find more refractions at the WP weekly photo challenge

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Ancestral Marks

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There are stones as old as time, which lie scattered across the high ground around Killmartin Glen. They are covered with furrows and grooves, with cups and rings, cut by the hands of our far distant ancestors. Men and women who lived, worshiped and died among these hills and waters, and who marked these rocks as special.
We no longer understand the stories and wisdom carried in these symbols, but they remain, tugging at our minds and hearts, whispering of the long past. To me the swirls and circles make the hard stones look like flowing water, a place between the worlds of earth and water. A place between the past and present, between ghosts and kin, between the living and the dead. I wonder what they make you think of, and what questions they leave in your mind?
Here is a link to the Historic Scotland page about these rocks, for all the fact and history lovers out there!
http://www.historic-scotland.gov.uk/propertyresults/propertydetail.htm?PropID=PL_170

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Twilight Dreams

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There’s a valley, shrouded in the mists of time, and swirling with the echoes of ancient dreams. Here at Dunadd, the tribe of the boar ruled supreme, their kings living in luxury on top of this ancient hill. Dynasties rose and fell beneath these skies, and this setting sun, with fortunes dreamed and spent from the crests of ocean waves.
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These coastal waters connected the ancient people of Argyll with the rest of Europe, Africa and Scandanavia. Ships from the Baltic, the Black Sea and Constantinople sailed past this shore, trading treasures and dreams. Ships from these shores headed south and west, seeking their fortunes, and later the Vikings sailed through.
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Now nothing but dreams and memories echo beneath the setting sun, as peace settles across this green earth and this place of ancient dreams. Power rests, sleeping for now beneath the stones and rocks of the ancestors.

These photos were all taken in the Kilmartin valley, Argyll, Scotland. This valley is home to the richest concentration of prehistoric and dark age monuments in the UK. Numerous stone circles, standing stones and burial cairns litter the ancient landscape, and the past seeps through the shadows and gaps between the stones.

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Wood Spirits

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Deep in the woods, the air is still and hung with mist. The light travels through shadows, leaning in long slow lines, and blushing through the folding ferns. Spirits hover almost unseen, at the very edges of vision, gone as soon as you glance.

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The shadows hold secrets and hidden form, playing in patterns across bark and crumbling wood. You feel a cool breath on your neck, and as you turn a wood pigeon clatters away through the low branches, breaking the silence into sharp shards.

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Heart of mystery
Held in green silence
Awaits the seekers footfall.

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Storm Day

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The golden light lingered endlessly on across the over ripe grass, barely noticing the clouds brewing themselves into a hug black bruise. Silently the dark energy gathered, a whisper rolling in unseen from the edges.

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The angry clouds blustered in triumph across the sky, and the summer sun was suddenly gone. In swept the wild cold wind of the storm, and trees bowed in surrender as the land was lashed. All through the night she was relentless stripping branches of their summer rags, snapping limbs and plucking tiles from innocent roofs. In a final act of revenge she whipped random objects up into her swirling cape, never to be seen again on earth.

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Happy with her work she sighed out, and let the golden sunbeams peep through her dark clothes in little pools. The air came to rest once more, but winter had left her calling card loud and clear. She was back, and biding her time….

Can you enjoy the wild energy of the storm, or does your mind drag you out of the moment and forward into the days to come? Autumn seems to be a time when many struggle with the thoughts of the winter and the darkness to come. Yet we don’t really know what winter will bring us. It’s a time for turning inwards, a time to slow down a little and reconnect with ourselves and our inner world…..but perhaps that where the real struggle lies.

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Try connecting with the wild winds sweeping across the land today. Stand with your arms outstretched and feel its energy tugging at your clothes and hair. Watch it swirling and rippling through the trees and grass. Feel it’s insistence that you stay right here in the present moment, just for a little while at least, amazed by its energy and power. She’s a wild woman the Cailleach of Winter, but she’s full of surprising wisdom and beauty.

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Signs of Autumn

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All around us the signs of autumn are beginning to make an appearance. Despite the lingering sunshine and warmth there are tell-tale signs that the year is turning ever onwards towards the darkness of winter. In Gaelic there are two words for the sun depending on the time of year, and for now we have moved into the time of the little sun, with it’s weakening rays and shortening days. It’s dark now by 7pm, and this change in light has started the change of colours which we all love so much in the autumn. The green leaves of summer are becoming a little tattered and frayed around the edges.

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The evening dog walks are happening earlier and earlier, as the nights draw in, and the squirrels are very busy among the trees building their winter stores. The dogs are fascinated with the squirrels, giving sudden chase whenever one crosses the path. Willow walks at this time of year with her head looking skywards, on constant squirrel watch.

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The view upwards is beautiful, with the first orange leaves beautifully lit by the low angled sun. One by one the green leaves turn orange, become crisp and dry, and they tumble away from the trees. Spiralling and twisting in the soft warm breeze, drifting and dancing down towards the soft black earth. Every now and then in a sudden swirl of wind the leaves on the ground spiral up to mix and drift with the falling leaves. The air is filled with autumns dancing leaves, and low shafts of sunlight, and it steals my heart. Each moment is filled with so much beauty, so much of natures breath and movement, that it weaves a spell of mindfulness holding me in the perfect moment beneath the trees.

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Meanwhile autumns jewels are glistening among the ferns and bushes. Rich purple elderberries plump with glittering sun, and wreathed in hand spun webs, weight down their slender branches.

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Cool moist mahogany conkers litter the forest floor, glinting in pools of sunlight, hiding among the fallen leaves. Evoking childhood memories, it’s hard to resist gathering a few. To hold and turn a freshly fallen conker, is to tumble back to the past filled with hope and laughter among the autumn trees. There is so much to hold us, so much to fill our minds, that worries spill away with the drifting leaves.

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Back at home there are more signs of autumn. The squashes are ripening at an alarming pace, and I’m running out of recipies.

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The shadows have crept all the way across the lawn before the washing is quite dry, such a difference in just a few weeks. I love to see the signs of Autumn, and to feel the change of the season? It’s as though the world is taking a long soothing breath out, after the frantic restless energy of summer……I wonder if everyone likes this time of year as much as I do?

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Spell of the Shore

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Mind knots and jangles
Untangled softly in a
Windswept wave washed spell

This was inspired by the following beautiful post…..

Walking barefoot on the sand–a haibun http://artifactsandfictions.com/2014/09/28/walking-barefoot-on-the-sanda-haibun/”>artifactsandfictions.com/2014/09/28/walking-barefoot-on-the-sanda-haibun/

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